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alyssa is coming to see me in less than a month! i am so so so super excited.
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| it's a new year.
well, it will be in about an hour.
i always do the whole cliche post about my past year.
so yes, i'll probably be doing it again.
mostly because i'm stuck at home just chillin' with my puppies.
first off, i have some updates.
well, i'm losing my voice.
and my lips are real chapped.
oh, and my feet and legs are real tired and sore.
due to the fact: i got a new job!
carino's italian grill.
previously known as johnny carino's.
and basically, i'm completely okay with the tiredness and soreness because i love it.
i'm a hostess.
not bad of a job in itself.
plus everyone up there is really cool, including the managers.
that makes it fun.
alright, so as always, i'm completely amazed by how much can happen in a year.
just one year, everything can completely flip.
i try to think back to last new years.
my nephew had just been born.
i was still ridiculously obsessing over cameron.
pretty sure my step dad was still in the picture.
yeah.
things have sure changed.
i still haven't made it back to kansas.
i got my first job. i quit my first job.
i had my first car. i lost my first car.
most important, i met so many seriously completely amazing people this year.
i found so many true friends, including my best. :] cassie marie!
really, so many life changing things happened this year.
just the same as years past.
every year i think man, so many huge things happened this year.
i think i've come to realize that huge, life changing things will happen every year.
i'm a different person now then i was then. and it will continue to be true in the following years.
truly, that scares me. it terrifies me.
i know that so many amazing things will happen.
but i have no idea what i'm in for.
you never know what will happen.
it could be something great, or something completely terrible.
and i know that it will be okay. that i'll make it through.
god never gives you more than you can handle.
and i know that it will shape me, hopefully for the better.
it's life. life is full of changes. surprises.
on that note, i'm going to wash my face and lay down and such.
i probably won't sleep for a while. but it'll be nice to rest.
love.
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